I Wrote This a While Ago (June 7, 2007)

It's very much grammatically incorrect... But who cares!!

Confused

im confused
im confused bout my life
im confused bout my feelings
im confused bout da ppl dat i call friends
right now im juss in a state of confusion wat im i gonna do??? i dunno my life is nothin more than confusion right now im doin nothin goin nowhere im not depressed but den again i rlly dunno i could be depressed.............. but y?? alot of ppl would say "ur 15 u cant be depressed" but depression dun come wit an age but im not depressed i hav nothin to be depressed bout or do i?? would goin to 3 funerals in 3 months depress u?? would bein away frm the only family u kno for two yrs and only havin ur mom and bro with u depress u?? would bein somewhere u rlly
dun wanna be depress u?? would ppl constantly comin in and out of ur life depress u?? would constant dissatisfaction wit ur self depress u??
how bout the feelin of loneliness even when ur wit the ones u love??
would not knowin if da ppl u call friends r rlly ur friends
or ppl dat juss like usin da word?? or am i takin small things and makin them bigger than they r?? or am i switching bein confused wit depression??
there alwasy seem to be more questions than answers
but seems like for me there are nothin but questions
and no answers and havin no answers means more question which juss adds to more confusion ppl always say life is full of wonders well..... im sicka wonderin im sicka wonderin when im goin to anotha funeral
or if i tell dis "friend" somethin will everyone kno by
the end of da day........ im sicka wonderin who to trust....
im sicka bein confused

I don't know why I wrote it I guess it was just something or some stuff going through my mind at the time. But don't worry I'm not confused anymore!!!

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